So what can I say I have been having alot of fun lately!  With being over at Nikki and Mike's lately just hanging out and since Tommy isn't around it is so much better.  No more drama.  But it does kind of smell!  oh well.

            | Cassi | Stay True |

Hmmm... I see I use this more and more... But basically just to keep tabs on Nikki, who seems to be going slowly crazy... Or not. Could just be I see someone exactly like me! Haha! Anyhow, Yes. Monday. Don't call me. Because I plan on spending that day with Nikki. We're gonna wake up early, and go to mall, eat, and possibly watch a movie out there at the theatre. I'm not sure. But I want to take her out, because she's cool, and I miss talkin' with her. :( Anyhow... yeah... That's about it.

Oh... Today at work... Steve, this awesomely hawt geek guy (who amazingly seems to have no acme at all!) was talkin' to me.. And said.. "Cassi, I never realized how smart you are... I just figured you were this flighty little girl who had a crush on me.." HOW DID HE KNOW I HAD A CRUSH ON HIM?!?! Apparently he's known for the last three years (The three years he's worked there, the three years I've had a crush on him. -Die-), and that my Mom and her supervisor Penny told him! Damn them, I'll get them back. :(

Anyhow, he asked me out. I was all... OMGAWTH! It's so awesome. And guess where he asked me to go with him?! To his cousin's graduation! Awww. But I had to turn him down, because I worked that day. He said he could get me off, him bein' the tech there and all. But I told him I really couldn't afford it. So, on Monday before -he- has to go to work, he's going to take me to a movie. It'll be a sucky movie because... well... it's before noon.. but oh well. I'm sure we'll have fun. :) Also, he said I could bring Benji to the park with him. I got Benji this cute little pet leashe so he can crawl around at the park! So he's taking his humongus dog, I'm taking Benji, and we're going to go to the park one day. It'll be so cute. :p

I read The Da Vinci Code last night. It was pretty good. I really enjoyed it. That's what got Steve and I talking. And I started going on about Peganism and thier gods (I've studied it extensively) and he was just sort of Wowed, as he didn't believe any of the stuff in the book was true. That it was simply stuff to fill in the space. He was wrong. It was all true. And I gave him examples of it's truth, and even went as far as starting to draw diagrams... He was amazed. Poor lil' kid.

OH! And I've taken pictures of Benji, but they won't load onto my computer for some odd reason.. Oh well. Did I mention I'll be getting a new computer here soon? For 2000 bucks. And you can hook it up to the T.V. and record, burn DVD's, all that good stuff. It's gonna be great. :p

Well.. Now that I"ve gotten all excited and said all I had to say, I'm tired. >< Wow. Funny. Anyhow... G'night, people! I'm extremely tired... and it's time for bed.

| Cassi | Stay True |

As everyone probably knows I've moved back in with my Mom... so far so good... Just finished putting together Benji's cage. Benji is the new name of the Iquana I have, because my mom wouldn't allow it to be named "Kilo." Said it reminds her of drugs or somethin'.... Whichever. Anyhow... I'll write more later. I'm extremely tired, and all this emotional crap is gettin' to me.

And for the record: Tommy - I never intended to leave tonight. But when I walked in that door, you had my shit packed already. So I really didn't have much choice, did I? Plus, you made your opinion known when you stomped around the house... So, just know the main reason I left tonight was because of -YOUR- attitude. Not because of my mom, or my brother, or anything else. So, think on that one.

| Cassi | Stay True |

... Well. It's tuesday... and I'm doin' laundry. As I do every Tuesday (my second day off) and I'm on the computer, because my mom so graciously let me. She better, as I'm still payin' rent here. >.<

Just got a call from Tommy.. apparently my car is leaking oil. Great. Another saga of the 85 Impala. I'm about to just drive that fucker off into a river... but that must wait until I fix my escort. Then... I will have a dependable car. I better, or I might just scream.

I've been talkin' about movin' in with Tommy and Mike and Nykki. Even discussed it with my mom. But all these bad things keep happening. Is it an omen? Is it saying "Stay with Mom! More money that way... " Yeah, more money. But Mike and Nykki and Tommy are all cool people. Yeah, the house is sort of in a mess. But we'll get it cleaned up. All the cats and stuff are runnin' around, but I like animals, so it's great. They have two lizzards, Beared Dragons, Little Butt and Zuma... Then I bought Kilo. My Iguana.... Yay! I've talked to mom, and she said that if I decide to stay at home, Kilo can come with me. So I won't have to leave Kilo there at the house, where I'll never get to see her. I mean... I put out 200 bucks for that lizzard. It -IS- going to live where I live, wether I bought it for Tommy and I or not.

The other night, Tommy locked himself in the room him and I are temporarily sharing. That locked me out from Kilo. That pissed me off. It really did. That's my lizzard in there, and I might want to hold it. I don't care about his pissy fit. I came home from work, and I wanted to be with my Kilo. But could I? No. But, I took him to my house and my Mom met him. He gave her a lil' kiss! Good Kilo! Use all that charm, buddy.

I did the dishes... And bought food for that house. I hope it lasts us, which it's supposed to. Good deal. Mike walked from work, so he's without a job. That makes me officially the only one there that has any sort of income... That sort of makes it hard, because I'm like.. "Alright, am I being used here?" But they've YET to ask me for money. And Nykki made a fuss when I started buyin' food for the household, and not just myself. Tommy is stealin' my smokes... Won't even ask. I don't mind when Nykki grabs ONE smoke from me, because I know that if I need one, she's there with hers. So it's alright. However, Tommy doesn't have any smokes, and has already taken TWO packs from me. The first time, I let it slide because Nikki told me that she told Tommy to grab one. I'll consent to that... But I'm goin' to hide them in Nikki and Mikes room. Funny how I've only known those people for about two weeks, and known Tommy my entire life of living in KC... And it's him I'm hiding things from. Oh well. Life goes on...

This has been an incredibally LONG post. And all of it mainly just drama that will hopefully go away with time. I'm going to continue to pay rent here at Mom's... Just to keep myself a safe place. In case things don't work out, you know... Also, I've packed a lot of my stuff today, but that's because if all things work out, I'll be moving. It not... Well. I won't have to fight with any people about what's mine, and what isn't... That way I don't lose any of my treasures that I have amassed over the years.

Yep... That's it.... And as I know Nikki will read this... HEY GIRL! Tee hee.

| Cassi | Stay True |

My day.. was bad. Got to see Nykki and Tommy today! Yay. Went by after work, no one there, Booo. But it's okah. I called Tommy and bitched. So all is well.

Tired... Extremely tired...

Going to bed....

Dieing. ><